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03 June 2005 @ 10:15 pm
Awwwwww!! *tackles idle_dreamer and nenya_kanadka with love*  
Hard day at work with evil sickness of doom. I will never get anywhere in life if I can't even make it through the day in a simple freaking monkey-job, why would anyone even want me around when I am so lame-and-tired-and-therefore-kinda-bitchy, WHY can't I just figure out how to give absolutely everyone everything they want/need/deserve from me, etc. *rolls eyes* No, I don't really believe all that, I'm just a little burnt out and sick.

And then then then I come home and finally catch up on my f-list and idle_dreamer rocks my world and wrote REALLY NICE THINGS about meeeeee and declared a fanclub. And I'm actually sniffling over here with HOW SWEET you are, and I tackle you with mad love, and feel very wanted, squeeee. And it gives me amusing hope that people might actually PAY ME someday to write things!! (at least enough to cover my LJ expenses. Hee!) There is hope! I won't be in retail FOREVERRR!

And because I'm a dork, I'm going to possibly actually print that out for those frequent moments when I get stupid and am all "everybody wishes I would just SHUT UP!" Yay! *clings*

Laaaa, sorry I'm emoting all over your f-list. I will now put myself to bed. You rock my world. *is insanely touched at the thought, and sends kisses and potential fic at you both*

Oh, and that's so Point Number One on the joy sadhana. I'm too tired for the rest of it, but it includes nostalgia_lj writing posts about Enterprise, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind being an insanely awesome movie (with emphasis on insane), and me eating food.

p.s. sara? nenya? I'm sorry I stumbled across your sekrit surprise. but it was well worth it, because today is SO MUCH BETTER in such a good and necessary way. Plus, you did mention it in my LJ comments that I'm also catching up on, so I feel less bad.
feel: touchedtouched
hear: "People Get Ready" - Eva Cassidy
señora beaverhausen: [ dmb ] owns me by junedreamingsombras_azules on June 4th, 2005 02:58 am (UTC)
::joins your fanclub::

I want Little Red underwear!
fycaidle_dreamer on June 4th, 2005 08:22 am (UTC)

Hello Caro! And welcome to the club!

You have a friend named Mishka...I have a kitty named Mishka. Hm...

Also...you love Calleigh, I love Calleigh...I need a new Calleigh icon...she's a goddess. I'm gonna go look at your icon journal now...tho I might try and bug you to make me one later. :)


Little Red: xf - diana slut - liminallizmylittleredgirl on June 4th, 2005 03:20 pm (UTC)
*dies ded of laugh* OMG! What a great link!! That can be so useful.

But Carolina? That kind of scares me. In an awesome way, but, fear, nonetheless.
señora beaverhausen: [ jon stewart ] J is for Jon!sombras_azules on June 4th, 2005 09:32 pm (UTC)
Nah, it's cool. It's not scary. Just expressing my love for you in a creative way. I get the feeling, though, that a lot of people will ask me if I'm a natural red head when they see the underwear.
Little Red: ethermylittleredgirl on June 5th, 2005 02:09 pm (UTC)
Well, if they see the underwear, then chances are they're not far from finding out, right?
señora beaverhausen: [ csi: ny ] pretty ladysombras_azules on June 4th, 2005 09:31 pm (UTC)
Hey, Fyca!!! ::so friending you::

And bookmarking that link.

Sure! I have a new Miami batch right now I need to finish. And there's a few Calleigh icons in there. Yay!
Little Red: b5 - corps is mother - thatfangirlmylittleredgirl on June 5th, 2005 02:10 pm (UTC)
Careful, Carolina! She'll start asking you about fanfic!
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Little Red: gleee! - nenyamylittleredgirl on June 4th, 2005 03:30 pm (UTC)
Was a good dream, I hope?

I need to start a fanclub for somebody so that I can be in it!! And make ID CARDS! and BADGES! *enjoys that sort of thing*
entertaining in a disturbing waylyssie on June 4th, 2005 03:36 am (UTC)
*loves you* For you are Little Red and you write good fic and fluffy fic and angsty fic. And you squee and you laugh and you cry.

Little Red: trek - naomi wildman - jen717mylittleredgirl on June 4th, 2005 03:31 pm (UTC)
*snuggles you back* You are SO AWESOME, y0. And I thought that even before I saw you posted Sparky!fic today. :) *loves*
fycaidle_dreamer on June 4th, 2005 04:11 am (UTC)
*is tackled*



This is not a "sekrit" at all! And I'm glad you posted it on your LJ...that should really help reach all the people that actually read it. Nenya and I are trying to figure out how to get the money to you...I think we'll go with Paypal and mail (well, mail for those who know your addy). When we figure it out, we'll make you post something on your blog, k?

I'd love some fic in return for this. Fic of the AFR variety...but beggars, even if they are *ahem* LR fanclub representatives, cannot be choosers...something drippy would be nice tho...

Little Red underwear...now there's an idea. I think we need to get you your LJ account first, and then we can worry about setting up a store full of cute t-shirts and underoos that say "Gleee!" and well, you know, witty things.
Little Red: xf - drr forever - Carolinamylittleredgirl on June 4th, 2005 05:04 pm (UTC)
Darling darling darling, you are so wonderful. But believe me when I say that the thought was more than enough -- you really don't have to actually collect money from anyone or send it to me!! I feel all wibly and overwhelmed and loved as it is. :)

I started re-reading AFR last night in a fit of hopefulness, and cuz I noticed doggettreyes and joined it. It's interesting, because I get thrown about five times a page by the fact that I used to write in first person... as I go through it I recognize the tone being the sort of general tone for that fandom. We all wrote in first person and said similar things, wheeee. It's a trip, though. :)

It's also cute for me to notice all the sort of... newbie fic writer things I did and said, especially in the headers. It's a bit of a braintwist now to figure out how to merge the writing style I had then with the one I have now -- I'm pretty sure I can imitate the old style, but then, will I be happy with the result? (Of course, at this point, I think we'd all rejoice for any result, quality irrelevant!)

... I also have to remember what the heck was going to happen in the story.
fyca: dancing giridle_dreamer on June 5th, 2005 03:39 am (UTC)
*laughs heartily*

Maybe everyone said similar things, but you said 'em better than any of us.

I like where you're going with this...it almost sounds like you might try and work on the story again. Oh, how my heart yearns for a return to AFR!

But back to the fanclub...no promises on whether this will pan out or not. We need many many more responses. I wonder if people are just not interested, or if they don't think we mean it, or what. I'm still optimistic, but we are running out of time. *runs off to confer with nenya*
Melody: happy turtlepellmelody on June 4th, 2005 05:47 am (UTC)
why would anyone even want me around when I am so lame-and-tired-and-therefore-kinda-bitchy, WHY can't I just figure out how to give absolutely everyone everything they want/need/deserve from me, etc.

HEY! I don't think that ONE little bit, damn it, so hush. :) Besides, if peoplethought you sucked, idle_dreamer wouldn't have suggested a fan club, which, BTW, I wanna join cause I don't care what ANYONE SAYS, I'M your biggestest fan fic fan. So everyone else...just BACK off! *waggles a dangerous...er...dictionary at your flist*
Little Red: trek - naomi wildman - jen717mylittleredgirl on June 4th, 2005 05:06 pm (UTC)
Well, to be fair, most of those thoughts were about the Real Live People I worked with all day yesterday... although I've been told that apparently people can't really tell when I think I'm being horribly bitchy and mean. Which is a very good thing. (me: "OH MY GOD THEY'RE GOING TO FIRE MEEEE!" them: "Huh?")

*loves you so* You are so awesome, Melody, and you KNOW that I knwo you're my Biggestest Fan Fic Fan Especially Of The Sparky Variety. :)
Melodypellmelody on June 4th, 2005 10:04 pm (UTC)
*total mutual love!!!11!!*
Jara Dax: Lusty Heathen: love you truewoodface on June 4th, 2005 10:27 am (UTC)
Read the icon!

Little Red: trek - naomi wildman - jen717mylittleredgirl on June 4th, 2005 05:09 pm (UTC)

*offers own icon*
Jara Dax: Lusty Heathen: smoochattackwoodface on June 4th, 2005 06:26 pm (UTC)
One Whose Honesty is Stronger Than Her Fear: companionamilyn on June 4th, 2005 08:42 pm (UTC)
Sorry about Teh Sick. Teh Sick Sucks.


I hope you feel better; you deserve to.
w0lfstar: baby deer love ya by proverbw0lfstar on June 5th, 2005 03:58 am (UTC)
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! (pretty much sums everything up)

But, anyway, wow! So cool! Now I know somebody who has a FAN CLUB!!!!!!!!! Bwahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Also, *kicks you illness' butt again* Right, that should do it for this month *loves*