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30 June 2007 @ 09:10 pm
Dear Everyone:

I am totally totally overwhelmed by how freaking awesome my birthday was. I can't believe how many people said hi to me, posted gleee for me, remembered me, wrote me FIC or sent me CARDS AND PRESSIES, spent omg real money or time on me, and my parents came all the way across the country and my sister bought me a CAKE because I said I wanted one and...

Seriously. You have no idea.

I spend an awful lot of my life fretting that I cause more harm than good, that I'm not a good enough friend / girlfriend / sister / employee / person, that nobody really ought to like me on the grounds that I am so horrid, etc. Most of you who've been reading this journal a while may have guessed that. ;) (Why yes, it is better now that I'm medicated.)

I've worried, since I backed away from LJ for so long, that I'd never be able to make it up to anyone, and I really expected that everyone would have -- should have -- written me off.

I'm so amazed and pleased and elated that you haven't. I am so grateful for the people in my life, my family and friends (and acquaintances which = newfriends!). You're just... SO AWESOME.

I'm really entirely not sure how I deserve you. But to start 25 out being awesome, I'm going to believe I do. :)

I love you all madly. I really appreciate it.

You're the best. :)


Little Red
feel: touchedtouched
dark_cygnet: DC lovedark_cygnet on July 1st, 2007 05:33 am (UTC)
And we love you. *squishes you* Swansmooches!
señora beaverhausensombras_azules on July 1st, 2007 06:16 am (UTC)
A belated birthday wish from me. I couldn't get to you on my birthday cause I've been in NY, but I'm happy to hear it was a good one.
::andante affetuoso::carterfraiser on July 1st, 2007 06:23 am (UTC)
Yay, Little Red! You ARE awesome! Believe it!
Human Collaborator Flunkie Pool!fic Muse: Kitten - good dayjoyfulfeather on July 1st, 2007 06:43 am (UTC)
Yay for having had a fantastic birthday! :D Never doubt that you are, indeed, awesome and entirely deserving of all that is good. When you do, remember this -- so many people can't be wrong. ;)
entertaining in a disturbing way: Liz like thatlyssie on July 1st, 2007 06:54 am (UTC)
*loves you back, omg*
Clydesuzvoy on July 1st, 2007 08:27 am (UTC)
georgie: TW anything goesgeorgierae on July 1st, 2007 11:36 am (UTC)
buggering arse, i forgot to post a happy birthday to you!
*pokes self with spork*

Happy Belated Birthday sweet!!

(and btw, you *are* awesome!)
Ryuu: daisycm83 - Sunflowerkarma_aster on July 1st, 2007 01:29 pm (UTC)
Well, ya know, we probably wouldn't love you so much if you'd just stop being so gosh-darn lovable.
jammer0307jammer0307 on July 1st, 2007 05:42 pm (UTC)
We just love ya, y'know. 'Sides we never think we deserve the things we truly do.

Tammy - never give up, never surrender: RL - Fall Leaf - besydbesyd on July 1st, 2007 08:41 pm (UTC)
Wah! I bad! I missed your birthday this year! (I can't find it at all on my calendar, which is very weird.) Please forgive and accept my HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU wishes to you!

Rebecka: The X-Files. Mulder Shagged. BB.chandlerina on July 1st, 2007 09:27 pm (UTC)
M'awww! Mushy!

PeeeeEsssss - I saw "Bad Blood" yesterday! XD "...it wasn't even real cream cheese, it was light cream cheese!"
nenya_kanadka on July 3rd, 2007 11:15 am (UTC)

I am still currently in away-from-LJ mode, so I don't think I noticed you having been gone, so it is impossible for me to h8 you for that even if I wanted to. :P

YAY for happy 25th!
רותם שחר (Ro): hugsroothekittykat on July 6th, 2007 07:10 pm (UTC)

you won't be able to get rid of me that easily ;)

I'm really glad you've had such a wonderful birthday -- you definitely deserve it!
anranr on July 7th, 2007 04:41 am (UTC)

I'm glad it was so awesome, hon. :)